Tuesday, November 04, 2014

The Bigot Within

A couple days ago I received a phone call from a courier company.  They had a package for me that they had attempted to deliver to the service apartment in Bangalore I was staying at, but the front desk had refused to accept it.

I wasn't expecting a package from anyone, so I was surprised.  Where was the package from, I asked the guy.  Namakkal, he said.  I was now very puzzled. Namakkal is a town in Tamil Nadu, and I don't know a soul in Namakkal (not counting Ramanujan).  What kind of package was it, I inquired.  The size of a box of CDs, he said.  Who was the package from?.  The guy at the other end apparently couldn't figure out the name, so his response was halting.  Zia, he said, a bit uncertainly.  I was spooked.  I figured that the name must be a handwritten scribble; why else would he have a hard time reading it out?  The name threw me for a loop:  I visualized a bearded fundamentalist shipping me a deadly letter bomb.  I asked the courier guy to hold off delivery.

I thought about it for a few minutes, and thought the better of postponing delivery.  I called the courier company back, and asked them to attempt a second delivery the next day.  It is said that doing the same thing again and expecting a different result is the definition of insanity.  Nevertheless, I asked him, again, who the sender was.  Again, he strained to read out the name.  It was different this time:  Jeeva Puthalyan, he mumbled.

Instinctively, I typed "Jeeva Puthalyan Namakkal" into google.  Halfway through typing, google autocompleted it to Jeeva Puthakalayam.  That's 'Jeeva Bookstore' in Thamizh.  That sparked a recognition: I had ordered a few Thamizh books for my mother from Amazon India.

I try to be thoughtful and fair-minded on issues relating to race, religion, gender and ethnicity.  Apparently, evicting the Inner Bigot is easier said than done.


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